Hey people i'm real sorry!!

Haven't been able to blog or even reply your kind tags or even come online!!

I know ... It's torturing to tag without getting a reply .. it was torturing for me not to come online too!! Omg -_- My sister's wrath, i dare not go near.

These few days she has been buried in work because her graduation is coming soon .. & so yeah she brings the laptop to school, sometime i'm out too the moment i'm back.. she's already back & on the computer .. Even when she takes a nap, i wanna try TOUCH the laptop, she'll shout like crazy .. So no choice .. Force myself to do something i seldom do - watch television.

Just now while waiting for the computer, i watched Doha games, Singaporeans sailing. & i swear i don't even understand how points were awarded! It was sooooooooo boring i tell you, i watched television to keep myself awake, ended up feeling like sleepy more -_- Oh well, though i can't understand it, i will still hope we get a Gold medal (: I like watchning Remy Ong .. So cool :D

Went for the interview today, & so yeah. I don't know, at least now i don't wanna hold high hopes, lest it'll end up like the Cafe Cartel one .. Then i came home, watched television with mummy and went to tutor .. When i reached there, i realised only keith was there.

LOL. & Worse of all, i realised, HE DIDN'T DO HIS TONS OF HOMEWORK.

...............& that amount of homework was to fill his 6 days break before tuition today.

OMG -_- So i gave him time .. like 1 hour plus ok!! Can you imagine how bored i was!!

Anyway, my lovely girl joyce messaged, asked if wanna go out & catch a movie .. so i told her .. no money on hand .. my pay will come .. erm .. soon .. yeah but not so soon (LOL) .. so she just said just wanna go out & walk cause she didn't wanna go home so early. So i agreed, asked her contact melise the CUTE girl .. Anyway yeah i ended up messaging her & my aunt in boredom.. then watch cartoons meh -_-

Blah blah blah, tuition .. Zzz happened something so damn embarrassing.
Don't wanna talk about it man. Kills my mood. Hahah.

By the way,

Tom and I are going to the library
Mary and I
Jerry and I

..........somebody find an answer for me to the question: Why must we use I? Why can't use ME?

Tom and me are going to the library.

no -_-

damn .. i cannot find an answer .. how?!?!

my cousin asked lo.

Haaha, didn't tutor the other cousin today cause she went for camp .. But gotta go tomorrow afternoon ..

Waiting for the call within 3 working days .. don't wanna stare at my phone in hope for the call this time .. you know .. I have been to so many shops, filled up so many application forms, went for quite a number of interviews, flipped the newspaper so many times, picked up my phone to call those numbers numerous times, & i declare ..

I AM SICK OF IT.

(: yes i am.

Oh, i haven't returned those two companies' call .. for the following reasons ..

1: If i don't get that job, i can call them :D
2: I need to help joyce get a job.
3: I don't wanna waste my phone bills cause they will call if they want (:
4: Put it simply, they should call me (:

Though i know it's bad cause i promised to reply them today, but well they didn't say who will call who :X & its done out of .. no choice .. if i got my interview's result today i will sure return their call yeah? But i don't, that's why i am being cautious.

Anyway, didn't go out with joyce & melise in the end la .. though i was almost on my way home to change & prepare & all .. But mel & yc was meeting for the chalet ... at 3 or 4 plus in the afternoon -_- so damn late .. and you know yc .. (sorry yc :p but i know mel is a fast person) is quite slow in walking :X she has short legs .. so yeah joyce said they will take forever ..

So .. she said she wanted to go find frankie then ..

Aww .. i said ok (:

Of course la, then disturb them meh -_-

So sweet .. Hello boyfriend i'm meeting you for dinner after work.

HAHAHA! So sweeeet. Called joyce just now so she told me they went for dinner lo.

Sweet couple man (:

....... shall not continue.

My boyfriend - xiao ming, who is rather invisible is MISSING!!

I know .. he must have gone to seek a job for me.

............crazy

Yup .. When i came home today afternoon, nobody was at home .. which i should be used to it already .. but this afternoon out of no reason (nothing to do with my life, i told you my life's great for me now) i just felt as if it was my -down- period of the day.

I don't know .. perhaps cause i wasn't feeling well too ..

Felt like vomitting ..

& so in many years, ok maybe months .. i started sighing for no reason.

I think i'm crazy ..



but i'm ok now! (:

jillian ng
&thats all im willing to tell you :D