i am sorry .. but friends of jillian ng .. you have not much time to go out with her ..

she will no longer be so free to entertain all of you ..

BECAUSE JILLIAN NG HAS FOUND A JOB!! :D :D :D damn happy.

Ok blog about job later, i'm in a rush to go out so blog about something first.

I thought it was normal for Singaporeans to be kiasu ...

Never have i thought caucasians CAN BE kiasu too ..

I was on my way home happily cause i found a job ... wanted to board the train from cityhall .. and there were tons and tons of people ..

I SWEAR REALLY TONS .. so when i tried to enter the train THOSE PEOPLE WERE PRACTICALLY PUSHING .. AND THEY PUSH ME WHEN I NEVER PUSH ANYBODY.. I WAS BEING PUSHED.. I THINK I GOT MOLESTED TOO ..

THEN I WANTED TO TAKE ANOTHER TRAIN INSTEAD... BUT ZZZ I AM STUCK... TOO STUCK TO GET OUT.. THOSE ASSHOLES PUSHED LIKE NOBODY'S BUSINESS .. AND EVEN A CAUCASIAN MID AGE GUY BEGAN PUSHING LIKE HELL WTH. I WAS LIKE ... ): ): YOU PEOPLE ARE PUSHING ME.. AND I AM NOT EVEN DOING ANYTHING I WAS NOT MOVING I WAS NOT DOING ANYTHING THEY WERE PUSHING ..

I FELT LIKE PACKED TUNAS ... DAMN IT .. AND SUDDENLY ... AS THEY PUSHED ... I FELT MY HEAD AGAINST SOMETHING CUSHIONY .. I LOOKED INFRONT OF ME .. OH NO. A T-SHIRT .. I LOOKED UP & saw a guy looking down at me. Then i realised my head was lying on his chest. DAMN IT. SO DAMN CLOSE I WAS DAMN EMBARRASSED. SO I WAS LIKE sorry :/ (with that no choice look) AND THAT MR NICE SAID BU YAO JIN BU YAO JIN(in english - its ok its ok). NI ZHAN ZAI WO ZHE LI HAO LE.(in english - why not stand here on my side) & so i said thank you.

Cause he was standing at the door ... you know where you can stand and lean on the glass panel .. then he asked me to stand near him.. where there was a pole and sufficient place for air ..

By the way you know why i ended up in a position of hugging him? BECAUSE THOSE ASSHOLES DIDN'T CARE A HOOT AND JUST PUSHED EVERYONE RIGHT LEFT UP DOWN. Anyway, everyone was pushing. I think i was the only fool to not push people and get pushed. But well if it happens again i will still not push. I don't like being rude -_-

& if i tell my sister i will not push, she will call me stupid and blah blah..

my sister very hiong one i tell you.. that time a guy and his girlfriend took our seat.. my elder sister cursed him to have his balls in the blender -_- hiong hor?

& it was like quite some time that i realised i was lying my head on his chest .. BECAUSE THOSE ASSHOLES PUSHED ME FOR SO LONG. & they push when those people infront aren't moving. then -_- excuse me though i want to be thinner but you don't make me thinner by pushing me endlessly.

for the first time in my life .. i felt so protected ..

............................. so protected amongst the crowd ...
awww..

& he was good looking ok & just a little older than me!!

then the next station a sea of people alighted the train (phew) and a girl came to him (i thought girlfriend .. then i cham she will come after me with a chopper) then i realised its his sister .. LOL. Then he said to his sister, in chinese .. xing hao wo hen shou .. ahahahhaha so damn funny .. cause a lot of people were squashing him ..

Oh then i heard the girl said .. anyway i don't know if she's referring to me but should be ..

She said in chinese . By right, as a girl she should feel touched what .. How come she doesn't look touched .. Unless she already has a guy in her heart ..

..... yes i do .. but that doesn't mean i won't be touched -_-

*my thought - whether i'm touched is not shown on my face!! it happens in the heart !! & how you expect me to show that i'm touched.. OH HELLO I'M DAMN TOUCHED!

..........

so yeah then i didn't hear already ... then suddenly the girl said something about same type of girl the guy go for .. what gentle blah blah ..

Oh then 5 minutes later, a lady stood up to leave .. so obviously the empty seat was right infront of me .. but since i really did not feel like sitting .. and the closest person to me was the guy's sister .. so i touched her hand gently and pointed to the seat ( excuse me miss jillian is having a sore throat i cannot talk much so don't ask me why i was mute then as to not say have a seat)

but the girl smiled and refused la.
lol.

then zz i was still in a ... precarious position .. some guy .. middle age .. came so near to me .. damn .. you dare touch me i'll shout .. lol ..

im going off to downtown east now.. to celebrate my cousin's birthday..

well .. i'm touched (:

thanks mr nice .. although i don't know your name ..

Anyway, i found a job! Cafe Cartel :D I know it'll be very very tiring .. but i don't mind .. (:

OH BY THE WAY.
PLEASE PAY UP FOR CLASS CHALET TO YC, MEL OR WILSON TAY.

fullstop.

Oh by the way :X
the manager who interviewed me was SO DAMN NICE I TELL YOU.
hes from bedok south sec too ... many many years ago (he said so)

&

i've two jobs on hand ;)

jillian ng
&thats all im willing to tell you :D