I think i am truly bored.

Well, for the first time.

I really really need a job, and i am very eager to get one. But the problem is, how to? Where to find? I am going to get the newspaper the next morning as soon as i wake up (obviously together with after i wash up and all - i don't wanna scare the 7-eleven lady who will think she has met a mad woman in the morning who hasn't combed her hair, changed her clothes and worst of all, brushed her teeth) , but i have a rough idea of what i am going to hear .. That standard line ..

My second sister is hogging the television, and i miss my elder sister who hasn't come back from school. Mummy is out, & so is jess and daddy. My dinner will come later, which is good cause i'm not hungry.

I wish today could be one of those day where i do nothing else but just to reflect on my life.

& well hopefully improve on areas i'm not in the least satisfied with.

But the problem is , till this date, life has been rather great.

Aspects of life -

Belief held for love now? Don't go finding love, love will find you eventually.
[ in other words, nobody takes up any space in my heart ;) so no heart-pain whatsoever]

Studies - Great, i ain't a student now. No worries (:

Money - I actually have a job(tutoring), no worries.

Health - Still ok, breathing well, just that my ulcer hurts.

Family - Going great (:

See? Life has really been great, nothing to complain about ..


... just that i am jobless.

-forced smile-

haven't called melise for some days already.
i'll go catch up with my CUTE bestfriend now.

yeah.
that's a good idea, i'll call her.

jillian ng
&thats all im willing to tell you :D