ok jess putting her hands round me .. then i said whey ... then she said my sister leh .. my sister

-_-

anyway, she said something rather smart just now.

the television was showing some advertisement about science discocvery centre .. & then jess started to ask me ..

jess: wheres this place?
jillian: science discovery centre ..
jess: you go before?
jillian: yeah ..
jess: how come?
jillian: aiyah .. family & school la .. primary school time ..
jess: have i been there before?
jillian: yes .. erm no .. (heck care her, watching my show, anyhow answer)
jess: why???
jillian: that time you not big yet what ..
jess: har? in whose stomach?
jillian: mummy la .. (actually i said big means like not of much age yet but she thought otherwise)
jess: hmmm ..
-silence-
jess: EH! MEANS I GO BEFORE LA!!! THAT TIME I WAS IN MUMMY STOMACH WHAT!!

...........damn smart man.
made me speechless.

do you people even understand?!

i think she's a genius man.

hey next time your parents wanna give birth.
please place your new-born siblings with people from ages of ... aiyah teenager age.
like my family :D
second sister 18, elder sister 19, JILLIAN NG 16 .. how not to be mature?!

jess, i salute you man.

lol.

ok she just said to my daddy.
i love the whole family what.
who say i dont love other people?

....
aiyah dont know what to say about her.

HAHAHAHAHAHA
must quickly use comp before elder sister come back ..

anyway, i don't know ..
nowadays i watch shows .. i got this really weird feeling..
like something's missing in my life ..
but i don't know what's missing ..

those shows .. really make me ponder & ponder about my life..

ok jess just sat beside me.
& she put her hand over me again, then i kissed her cheeks.
then continue typing.
then i said please dont kiss me, your mouth damn dirty.
cause she eating what.

then after 10 seconds.
she gave a stealthy face .. then pouted her lips trying to kiss me.
hahahha lucky my second sister save me..

i realised im leaving singapore soon.
to our beautiful (....) neighbouring country ..
but i guess i'll still have fun :D

i remember all the while i'm out for holiday i'll have the mentality of relaxing cause of the problems i face .. so i wanna get away all from it ..

but well now its not the case (:

happy uh :D

jess..

zzzz.

came to me.

jess: i dont love you already la!
jess: because you never delete cheri photo! (in my phone) -& she rolls eyes-
jillian: how you know i havent delete? :x :O
jess: -tears welled up in her eyes-

...... so jealous zzz.

jillian: whey come here!
jess: ): -tears welled up again- see you make me angry again!!
jess: you say whey come here ):
jillian: ok la .. my sweetie pie princess come ..
jess: -diam diam um chio-
jess: you always carry cheri .. always sayang her ..

jillian: speechless.
wth .. jealous until like that ..

anyway .. sigh. i dont know. somethings just missing.
far too much.

im happy la. dont misunderstand.
just feeling .. that somethings missing ..
i still worry.
but i guess thats cause i'm still keeping to our promise.

jillian ng
&thats all im willing to tell you :D