yes .. the manager did not call ultimately .. oh well .. just find another :D

by right given my character i would already be at some place to find a job .. at cafe cartel again but different place .. but after my sister's incident .. i dare not .. hahah .. phobia ..

I'm afraid due to my impatience, i'd be put in a difficult spot again ..

So yeah i guess i'll wait a few days more .. Maybe the person forgot to call .. or maybe the person they recruited couldn't stand the taxing nature of the job and quit (hahaha GOOD!) .. or maybe they simply need more people ..

I know .. you people must be thinking i'm crazy as to be so eager to find a job .. You must be saying ..Omg jillian why so dumb! Go enjoy first then work la!! Why work like a bull when you can go shopping and watch movies daily?

So now i'll answer you .. i've said before .. i don't like to take my parent's money to enjoy my life .. or go shopping or whatever .. because i know they have their own electricity bills or whatever bill to pay too .. It'll be very bad of me, to take their hard-earn money to do whatever i like .. I'm not a rich kid .. though i wish i am .. but well, that's God decision for me to lead an average life and i'm happy with my life (:

I want to enjoy too, but don't you know? Life after O's is expensive.. I rather work like a bull for my own money, then enjoy like crazy .. I still wanna go ice-skating you know .. So yeah .. that is my answer.

Anyway, i'm itching to go & find a job at __________ now! But zzz i have to be patient .. lest history repeats itself ..

my ulcer hurts :(

ok la .. i'll stop here.

i admit i'm disappointed la ):
that manager cheat people's feelings ..
say until like i got the job ..

sigh.

jillian ng
&thats all im willing to tell you :D