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Friday, March 09, 2007
@12:33 AM

fck.
im fcking heart pain now.
heart pain for you.
i read your blog.

you've never been like that before.
even the 1st one i witness you breaking up with.
i can feel the physical tug at my heart.
fck fck.
and it fcking hurts.
damn pain.

i wanna help you.
i wanna heal your wounds.

i guess you really love her as much as i love you.
oh fck its damn pain.
its coming from my heart.

this is the bond.
the unspoken bond.
it's always been like that.

ok i guess .. i gotta do something about it.
though i know what will happen ultimately.

ok.
anyway.
just got back from supper with joyce.
omg i swear i was damn damn damn full.
like ahhh put on weight.
AHHHHH.
lol.

meeting her after work tmr as well.
then sat i go shopping, then go find her :D

ANYWAY.
I SPENT LIKE CLOSE TO SEVENTY BUCKS TODAY.
OH DAMN SHIT.
LOL.

like even when im working man!! lol.

my bosses were so sweet again (:
they gave me one whole packet of sweets.
good for sore throat.
only from australia.
can never find in singapore.
& its their honeymoon sweet.
long story behind it.
lazy explain :D

i just know i gotta do this quick.
cos i wanna sleep :D
if not i am like late for work -_-

if you were mine, & to stop you from smoking, .. hmm.
you wanna smoke? great, i smoke with you (:
seriously rubber duckie.
if you were mine, as long as i can stop you from smoking.
i'll do anything.
anything.
just for you.


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jillian ng
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