Tuesday, March 20, 2007
@7:42 PM
hmmm.
how should i start?
should i start off melancholy or joyfully?
i guess i've no choice, do i?
gotta start this .. on a wrong note.
it wasn't supposed to be this way though.
seems that recently my posts are real emo yeah?
today started out real fine.
though yesterday night was like a roller coaster.
i was so tired, yet daddy didnt want to fetch me ):
had to take the train home again.
& walk the path of darkness again.
imagine how sick i was of that.
so yesterday skipped dinner.
skipped going online cos my sis was using.
went straight to bed with the music on.
i needed so much to relax (:
though today started out fine.
but the later part of the day .. was simply terrible.
i dont know.
mostly problems from work i guess.
my lady boss was in a bad mood.
for the first time in my life i've seen her like that.
hahha.
but she didn't vent it on me :D
but anyway ..
before she came the guy boss was like.
we havent found a person for the morn shift.
then i was like oh shit.
i know he's gonna ask me work longer ):
so i suggested the people who applied here.
& changed subject :/
i was so afraid.
8 more days.
i didnt want to continue longer than that.
i know i should be understanding and help them work till they find people.
but i really cant.
i cant take it anymore.
but i did some precautions.
called up dolly.
and told her the tips on how to increase the chances of being selected.
could say im helping her & myself.
cos she's alr at disadvantage.
so gotta help her.
and by helping her increase chances, im helping myself.
cos if they cant find anybody, they will surely ask me to help them.
then i did another precaution.
which worked damn well.
i msged mimi to ask hows life.
on the pretext of actually finding out whether she has somehow found another job.
though she's alr confirmed here, but who knows what will happen.
if i were her, sometimes i would find other job offers attractive yeah?
& yeah.
she told me she couldnt work at all now cos suddenly school matters were piling up.
i was like oh ok.
but im glad i did the right precaution (:
quickly msged dolly to tell her that.
so if she's selected, her pay will be much higher compared to morn shift.
in this way, she wouldnt reject this offer as well (:
cos actually morn shift.
11.30-5.30
cant earn much when she needs money.
yeah then when i called her i told her to do this and that.
brush up english.
wear heels.
be friendly/bubbly.
wear something presentable.
then she was like jeans or skirt?
then i said skirt better.
HA!
jeans too casual.
then told her not to be nervous cos if she were, her english would be in a mess.
i guess i did my best to help myself, my boss, or anybody else.
something else my boss said bothering me.
but oh well.
she was asking her husband which fabric better.
cos they choosing fabric.
then i told her which one.
then she was like, you choose for what!
you're also leaving .. so if the top comes you wont see it as well.
then she told the fabric man saying that im leaving.
for another boss.i know she was kidding la.
but i was like damn it.
these few days i've been in a bad mood.
when i reach home, its all single word replies to my mum.
sometimes when she calls and says the wrong thing at the wrong time.
i'll be damn fed up and wont be kind in my replies.
i know its me man.
but i've no choice.
try working for 7 days.
every single day.
working for 7 days is fine.
but with problems tagging along is unacceptable.
ha.
yesterday.
when i got off the train.
i saw the message in my phone.
from my elder sis.
it read: Buy for me big packet of tom yum seaweed. Will pay you back when you're back. This is an order. No excuses.
then i was like ahh. im already walking back home from the station lo.
so i replied: but im walking back home from the mrt station alr. didnt see your message earlier cos i was sleeping in the train :/
her reply: Dont care. No excuses.
........
i wanted so much to defy her and not buy.
then i could roughly picture her reaction.
scolding me like crazy.
and given my mood yesterday.
i would feel even worse and retort.
which will result in worser situation cos its my big sis we're talking abt.
so .. considering the consequences, i dragged myself to 7-eleven and bought a small packet.
i wanted to say 7-eleven has only small.
and thus shouldnt buy.
but i guess she'll scold me and say i dont care whether small or big. just buy and thats it. no excuses.
so i just .. bought it in the end.
hahha.
sigh.
then when i was on my bed.
daddy came to ask me to have my dinner.
then i was like i dont want im very tired.
then you never fetch me, make until i have to come back myself even though im so tired.
lol. then he was like suddenly so nice, & said tmr(today) he'll fetch me :D
anyway.
kenneth ngo passed by today.
AND HE WALKED PAST TWICE LOOKING IN.
ONCE WALKING IN WITH HIS FRIEND.
i was like ahh! dont acknowledge me today!!
other day can but not today!
cos my boss was there.
then i was like ahh shit.
i hope my boss didnt see kenneth ngo looking in.
i tried my best to ignore alr lo ):
then frankie twoooo too.
that one stood outside the shop waving and grinning.
how not to acknowledge.
lol then i was like YOOO!!
then i think he knows the boss is there cos he see before.
so like auto siam.
all come at the wrong time
LOL
so yeah.
pauline sensed i wasnt in the mood today.
i simply kept quiet all the way.
hahha.
tmr tons of things.
specially took off.
like finally one off-day out of three months.
to settle my sch enrolment stuff.
& got to meet others for serious biz too.
watched devil wears prada at my cousin's house today.
it was good.
not excellent though.
but those heels were sure cool (:
stilletos!
i think im going down to ______ tmr.
like finally.
so many weeks after training ended.
gotta settle my personal info as well.
with joyce tmr (:
today boss was like throwing rubbish into the bin.
so she bent down and i was like sitting down.
then she suddenly AHHHHHHHHH!
then i was like eh! -eyes widen- what happen.
lol.
then -_-
she was like, YOU BOUGHT NEW HEELS!!
LOL.
i thought what man.
wait till 1st april (: i'll be happier :D
ok byebyebyebyebyebyebyebyebye.
