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Friday, March 23, 2007
@8:07 PM

i am drowning in boredom now.
only thing i'm grateful for, this boredom will end in 4 days.
well, excluding the weekend.

but i was wondering.
maybe i'll feel sad.
cause after all i was here for 3 months.
& all that attached feeling to my bosses and the people here.
no doubt i'll miss it here.

i just remember something.
im so sorry amelyn!
for forgetting to go supper with you :x
life's been whirling past so fast that i have no time for many thngs.
SORRY GIRL!
when i get out of msw, we'll have more chances to go supper together :D

things to get/do next month:
  1. Zen V Plus :D
  2. Birthday gift for Aunt Diana from The Body Shop
  3. Facial foam from The Body Shop
  4. Go for classic manicure/pedicure.
  5. Birthday gift for Baby Cheri, that lovely girl.

Less things to do this month, as compared to the previous.

so i'll have more freedom to go pigging out at restaurants, catch whatever movie i want, & shop till the shops closes :D

next month i'll have more time to myself i guess :D

Need not stock up on cosmetics yet, cos those i bought last month not used up yet.

just msged joyce to ask her help me to do something.
yeah.

i guess its better for her to help me pass the message.
cos i know he'll never appreciate whatever i do for him.
he'll never treat me like a normal friend.
just a stranger.
or maybe he's even colder to me than a stranger.
but who can i blame.
i guess as the song says, too serious too soon.

i dont know if her words will strike up some memories.
but well it doesnt matter i guess.
whats more impt that he's well and fine.

i said this a few months ago.
i worry, and i guess thats cos im still holding on tight to my promise made to him.

but well he's just a special person in my heart.
dont love him anymore i guess (:

-
mandl was being retarded just now, but it was sweet of him.
he came to me, and was like, dont cry..
then i said im not crying!
then he said but you look as if you're crying.
then i said huh no..
he was like, i dont want you to cry .. i'm worried for you..
then i said but im not crying la.. just a flu maybe.
he was like too cold is it?
then i said yeah.
then he said i lend you my jacket k.
then i was like, look at him, give the -_- face.
MANDL! CANT YOU SEE A JACKET ON ME!!
..........
because i was alr like having a jacket on my shoulder, but not wearing it la.

then he was like laughing.
like, damn retard!!

50 more mins, then its down to 4 days.

working the other side tmr.
gonna be busy i guess :D

i wanna eat -
62353535!


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