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Sunday, March 18, 2007
@10:43 PM

now, there's only one truth facing me right in the face.
& that is, im worn out by tiredness.

im really dead beat.

today was like ..
i woke up damn early.
for tuition starts at 8 ..
it ended at 10.30.
then i had to rush down for work at 11.
till 9pm.
left late though.
& i swear i was so freaking tired!
the place was so busy!
i had to help my colleague stand in cos her other customers come alr.
then while doing so, i needed to help others too.
like wth right?
my legs were aching.
sigh.

THEN OMG.
YOU KNOW WHAT.
THE DAMN DOOR.
SLAMMED ON MY FINGERS.
AND I HAD NO ONE TO BLAME.
COS I SLAMMED IT ON MYSELF.
LOL.
AND THE WORST THING WAS THAT.
ALTHOUGH IT HURT LIKE SO FCKING PAIN.
I HAD TO ACT AS IF NOTHING HAPPEN.
COULDNT EVEN TOUCH IT OR MASSAGE IT.
COS THE CUSTOMER WAS THAT.
): ): IT WAS SO FREAKING PAIN I SWEAR.

no plaster somemore.
asked xiao ling but she didnt have ):
LOL.
i thought she'd have cos she always pricked her own fingers accidentally :x

was so shagged out after work.
waited like.
ok.
not ages.
better than ytd.
ytd i waited 20 MINUTES.
LIKE DAMN THE BUS.
called daddy but he didnt pick up his phone ):
although i wished so much he would.
cos my legs were aching so much.
i didnt get to sit all day.

so i decided to have my dinner.
hahha.
yeah.
had dessert after dinner :D

but I SWEAR I WAS PERSPIRING LIKE MAD.
AHH DAMN I HAVENT BEEN TO A HAWKER CENTRE IN AGES.
LIKE REAL AGES ):
headed home.

when i reached home, i was so tired to take my keys out.
i just pressed the doorbell endlessly :D
then when i walked in i was all wobbly.

my mum was like omg are you all right.
LOL.

AND
I AM IN A BAD MOOD.
COS MY NICE SISTER.
SCOLDED ME.
AHH LIKE FCK.,
I REALLY WANNA EXPLAIN
BUT IM LAZY.

but anyway.
hers is a laptop.
SHE TOOK THE OLD COMP'S MOUSE WHEN HER MOUSE ON THE LAPTOP CAN WORK.
AND IF SHE TAKES THE OLD COMP'S MOUSE.
THE COMP CANT EVEN FUNCTION.
SO I TOOK THE MOUSE BACK.
AND SHE SCOLDED ME.
I WAS LIKE HOW CAN YOU BE SO SELFISH.
THEN SHE SAID WHY NEVER ASK PERMISSION.
THEN I WAS LIKE I VERY WELL KNOW IF I DO, YOU WILL NEVER ALLOW IT.
LIKE I ASKED BEFORE OK!
BUT THAT TIME SHE REFUSED.

ANOTHER THING.
THEN SHE SCOLDED ME FOR MY MUSIC WAS TOO LOUD.
LIKE WHAT?
IT WAS SO FREAKING SOFT I SWEAR.
I WAS SO DAMN TIRED ALR AND YOU SCOLD ME LK THAT.
WHATS UR PROB MAN.

this week.
or should i say every week.
all days all packed.

MONDAY TO FRIDAY - WORK(MSW). (11.30=9.30pm)
*TUESDAY - WORK- 4.30-9.30pm (MSW) + TUITION-11am-3.30pm (ALSO WORK)
WEEKEND- WORK (OTHER SIDE) (11am.9pm)
SUNDAY- TUITION(8-10.30) + WORK (OTHER SIDE) (11-9pm)

and it goes on.

i know i should be sleeping right now.
i really wanted to.
but since .. i just thought of updating my life a little.
cos i really wanna let out my anger about MY DAMN SISTER.

lol.

got lotsa stuff to do for enrolment.
oh well.
got to take an urgent day off to settle all.
what health check up?
crap man.

ok bye.
jillian ng is tired.
but im happy to be busy (:


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